This is the letter to you. A letter I won’t send.
And in the end finally you left. Not like I didn’t know it will
Happen but I was running away from it from so long. I was lost in that last song.
I was dreading the moment I will hear those words but who is to blame. All these months you from the other end were holding on the rope weren’t you? Or it was me all this time? Loosing myself in your game.
Why? Is all I can ask. You were my everything and you knew that so well. You still are but I won’t tell you this again. I have lost all my energy now in loving you and your memories. Yes you are my memory. A happy and a sad. Reminiscence of all that was between us safe in my heart forever. I believed in you all this while. But you were not there. The moment you left me was my answer, but I kept on holding that rope for so long. There was a bridge between us. You were on the other end and you weren’t even looking at me while I was trying to cross and I was looking at you but it was all in a haze. I thought you are there
For me to hold my hand and I kept on walking towards you not really knowing that it was broken. I fell. I fell so deep. It hurts. I fell in that maze.
Your last words are in my ears. Your all the words are actually. You are. The whole of you is in me. You are gone from
My life but this mark you have left on my soul won’t leave ever.
Not that I want it to.
I loved you. I still do. With whatever I had. With all of that I still have. And it will be forever.
But I won’t beg you anymore to stay, No.
You are better gone. Yes I am in this abyss right now and you have moved on.
I will climb though, to the other side. I will not keep looking for you anymore.
I am exhausted. And sometimes I can not breathe. You were beats to my heart. You were my oxygen.
You are my only. I don’t want to open the doors of my heart for anyone.
They are closed for now. Or forever.
You will live here in my heart. The wounds you have given me will stay and they will bleed I know, they will bleed never to heal. But that’s okay. I will live and love them.
Like I will live without you. Like,
I will love you without you.
The Lost Soul.
PS: This Lost Soul was actually Lost these days and still is. Somethings happened and I am trying to keep myself alright but it’s hard. But I guess whatever happens happen for a reason right. I am hoping that too.
Awesome post
Pls see this
https://reveuse014.wordpress.com/2018/05/01/never-beg-for-love/
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Stunning
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This is actually a good one👌🏻❤️
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Thank you
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Oh man. This is really powerful.
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Thank you Sarah. Your words means a lot to me ❤️
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soulful.. along with your ways of expression.. the sketches used in every posts are also beautiful.. will learn..love to follow u
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Aww that’s sweet of you Dolly. Thank you for reading love 💜
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Priya ❤ I am so sad to know you are in this position right now. It hurts as hell, but you will feel better as soon as you are ready to let go. Go out for a walk, visit your favourite garden, treat yourself to a movie or a book that takes you to another world. If you are into sports or running, dive into that. It helps me so much every time my heart aches. Words are not always enough. I hope you recover soon. Know that you have a listening ear this way if you want to share and change your mind.
Many, many hugs x
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Hugs back love. Much needed ❤️
I am trying. It hurts but it’s okay. I don’t know how to let go. But I will in time.
Thank you ❤️
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I am sure you will 💕 Your heart is beautiful and loving, but it is strong too. It will recover and love again. Much much love 😘
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You are a sweetheart ❤️
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❤️ so are you 😘
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You are more ❤️
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We are equally, each in our own way. Hugs my lovely Priya!
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Teddy bear hug ❤️
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Awww ❤️🤗
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❤️❤️❤️
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Such painful letter. Take care lost soul.
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Thank you friend.
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Sometimes the words that can truly change our world are the ones we do not say.
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True that.
Thank you dearest ❤️
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I ache for you. After reading all your heartache, your words moved me to be silent for a while… loss like this is hard to take. But, well, I just saw a video by Kyle Cease where he said to a man something like ‘so you walk up to a woman and show interest and ask her out, and she says no. Don’t feel rejected and sad and despondent. Feel glad that she has ruled herself out from your list of people who might help you be happy.’ I’m paraphrasing, but I think what he meant was though it may hurt, had this man stayed it may have hurt more and more all the time.
I don’t want to get all Pollyanna on you, though. I know it hurts. You have all of us to support you!
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I know you are there. Everyone is so supporting here.
I don’t know how much time it will take me to cope up and climb but I am trying.
I am glad it wasn’t too late. Thank you for always being here friend. You are a sweetheart ❤️
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You are trying.. And it takes time… But you will get there! ❤😚
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I will ❤️❤️
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Please take a look at the morning post tomorrow
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Hello Novus. I will for sure love ❤️
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Thanks
How are you doing ?
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I am holding up. I am surviving. Thank you ❤️❤️
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Keep well and don’t despair
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❤️❤️
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Dearest, tell yourself that every loss is followed by a greater gain…
🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
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I am trying to make my heart understand this. Thank you sweetest ❤️
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I know… it’s hard but it’s always always the case… be patient… truth will be revealed…
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Truth will be revealed in time. Thank you B ❤️❤️
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Always! 🤗🤗
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Much love ❤️
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Much love to you too !
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❤️❤️❤️❤️
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You know love hurts. When you give everything to them and all they return is a broken heart. Priya I don’t know much the matter but I can feel the pain. Be strong. 🙂 Sending you a virtual hug. ♥ I hope you get healed soon. Sooner or later things get well. If not we learn to kive like that. 🙂 Smile and let go pain. I know it’s not easy but I trust you and you will
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Thank you so much Aamna. No it’s not easy at all. It hurts to wake up every morning. But I will I know. Love ❤️
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I know it’s not easy. It will never be. I am on the same page as yours but I know we will. 🙂 ♥ more love back to you.
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Language of heartbreak and pain.
Hugs. Hope we will be in light soon.
❤️❤️
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This is so deeply moving and incredibly written. Wow.
Abby – http://www.seafoaming.com
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Thank you Abby 💜
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This is the most deeply moving article I’ve read on your blog. It teared me up. Love is the deepest of human emotions and it’s divine because it creates infinite universes and sparks infinite hearts. Nobody else can truly understand what you’ve been going through. Being with your pain would heal you even if you feel you would never heal. Pain indicates that healing energy is in work and it’s a process. It’s good that you’re very deeply in it. Pray for yourself, for your beloved and your friends as it would open your heart even more. You’re not a lost soul because you have so much love in your heart. You’re home. ❤
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Anand, your words are always so supporting.
This particular piece is actually a letter I so wanted to send but didn’t.
I will heal I guess but in time.
Thank you for being here 💜
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I am telling you to send it. Let him cry a bit and heal. That would be enough of kindness for him on your behalf and gods will be happy with you ❤
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He never really cared. He won’t even now.
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And you know that for sure? Even stones melt, miracles happen. Do it now? At worst he would mark it as a spam 🙂
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Then I would wait for a miracle.
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Yes, you need to press that send button though 😀 😀 then wait!
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Lol I meant a miracle to happen otherwise. I am not sending any letter to him. Unless he buy a book some time later that would have my unsent letters to him written by me.
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Atta girl 😀 That’s great if you have such high spirits. Love and light ❤
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❤️❤️❤️❤️
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❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ aaj fir jeene ki tamanna hai?
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One of my fav song….. ❤️
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Hmmm…check out the last song I shared on my blog…hero is shouting your name to valleys 😀 😀 😀
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😍😍😍😍
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Hey Priya, off late I am not writing anything and neither I am checking my comments section as I don’t feel to. I have accepted this black spot now and I am pretty okay now.
Acceptance us the key I guess.
Sending you love and power.
It’s never an imperative step to always rise but always necessary that well should learn and wait and then rise.
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I am trying to D.
Thank you ❤️❤️
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Lovely postttt
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Thank you K
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Pain has brought out the best in you I suppose. I know it hurts, but all I can say is the one who induced so much pain is not worth you. You as a person deserves a better person and not a bitter one.
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Thank you Anamika your words are like bandage on my wounds.
I wish I can tell my heart to stop.
Thank you again ❤️
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What is human kind, if we are not there for each other.Words can heal in the absence of physical presence. And its just word, u dont have to thank me for that. Hoping this loss is just the beginning of a great gain in your life. Take care and vent out your emotions in your writing and find relief from the pain.
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Much love to you ❤️
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Much love to you too . By the way thanks for dropping by and the following
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❤️❤️❤️
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“I will love you without you.” … wow. ive been there so many times. incredible work
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Thank you So much
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This is so beautiful and painful at the same time. I feel your emotions and pain and I’m sorry for you to feel this way. Chin up princess or the crown will slip. Brighter days await. Much love ❤️
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I am trying. I hope I see light soon ❤️
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We both will and giving it our best shot is all we can ever do. Sometimes the darkness can show us the light. Xo ❤️😘🦋
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Let’s wait for the light ❤️❤️❤️
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It will always give way to the darkness my dear.
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Then let’s ignite that fire 💜
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Together we will ❤️
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We will ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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This is so painful that it’s almost pretty.
And I’m sorry you had a few rough days. I’m sure things will look up soon enough so please stay strong, you wonderful person. I, for one, will be rooting for you ❤
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I am more than rough days going on S.
I am trying to stay strong. I am. There’s so much hurt.
Thank you for being there ❤️
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Even though I’m not in your place so I can’t possibly understand the depth of your pain but trust me, it gets better Priya. It may be a bit distorted to you now but, there are always people around you who care about you. Let your frustrations out by confiding in someone you’re close with ❤
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I know love. I hope that too. Thank you for being constant. ❤️❤️❤️
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This is beautiful. The way you beautifully wrote your pain describes how brave you are. May all the power be with you while fighting this tragedic war. May God bless you. 😊😊
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Thank you dear one 💜 I am trying.
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My beautiful heart-sister.
The pain will heal, although you’ll always remember it. The memory of it, will shield you and serve as a beautiful, loving armour, as you become a stunning warrior poet, ready to pour your love onto the bravest, most deserving Prince of your heart 💙
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Oh Dear M I missed you so much 😔 pain doesn’t let me do anything. It hurts so much. Why does this hurts this much? Why pain lingers on? Why can’t I just be okay?
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My sweet…I wish I had the answers for you. All I can say is sometimes, as awful as our experiences are, as painfully as they tear at our heart, they make us who we are. Beauty comes from pain sometimes, as does compassion, empathy, love and appreciation. I know none of these things matter when you’re hurting and it seems like every one else is happy and in love but pain does go. And it does let you things…your poetry is stunning and you magnetise the people around you with your heart that you bear on the page.
So, don’t despair. You are worth much more and you’ll have all the happies you deserve. 💙
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I love you M.
❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope I will see the light soon.
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I love you 💟
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❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Over 1100 followers. Just wao
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Thank you Sid
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Hope everything settles down smoothly, till then do keep writing. Words that flow out of lost souls are both beautiful and impeccable 🙂
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I am hoping for that too. Thank you so very much ❤️
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Love & hugs, Priya!! 🌹🌻
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Much needed ❤️
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That is one beautiful piece, I must say.
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Thank you Vikram
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Oh I’m sorry Priya. I get the idea how you’re feeling. Life must go on, sometimes we believe that a thing is good for us while it isn’t., and sometimes we hate something while it is good for us, God knows and we don’t . Maybe it was for the best. It hursts, it rips our heart apart but perhaps life will give you something more valuable. Just wait…. one day you’ll feel free from these torn days and you’ll be happy with the one you’ll haven’t known yet. Cheer up, you’re beautiful, you’re smart…. keep going dear
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Novus I want to hug you right now. Thank you so much you know. Thank you ❤️ I know but this pain won’t go away.
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Virtual hug for you. This touched my heart deeply, reading your pain and heartache. I can certainly relate. ❤️
People leaving is often the bane of my existence
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It hurts a lot. Thank you. Hugs back ❤️
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Beautifully expressed ♥️
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Thank you so much
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An emotional write-up.
As they say, whenever you are late to board a train and you miss it, the same train comes to you after a while.
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Till I am at the station 💜
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I wish the train tracks you back to whichever station you are in. 🙂
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I am
Wishing that too 💜
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Priya, this was sad and touching. Just this morning, I got an email from a dear blogging friend who told me memories are never to be trusted, and now is all that matters. Here’s sending you some of the light I have been getting, hoping you come out of the abyss and see yourself in a new light. Praying for you, dear P. ❤
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Memories are after all memories right? Thank you Nandita. I will come out I guess. I am struggling but I will.
Love ❤️
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More love to you. Rise and shine ❤ ❤
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I am struggling. I will survive ❤️❤️
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Priya, dear one- as the reader above says: “No problem can be bigger than you”. You have a right to express your pain, as often as you need to express it. You also have the right to let it flow out!
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I am trying to climb up back again. This time it’s deeper. More hurting. But I will come out.
Thank you for always being here ❤️
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It’s beautiful and drenched in emotions. Sending lots of love and positive vibes your way. Hope you get through whatever you’re going through. Sooner than soon. Much power to you. Because no problem can be bigger than you. ❤️
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Urvashi I am so glad to read your words. I hope for it to end soon too.
Much love for your words ❤️
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Well written .Its difficult to forget but time definitely heals .Writing helps to release pain .
https://infintewaves.wordpress.com
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Thank you for readings
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My feet stand on the edge
Of the abyss
With my hand outstretched
Waiting for you
To reach out take my hand
Let me help you
Cross over from the dark
Into the light
Let me be your friend
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Thank you thank you David. I am grateful for your words and your support and all the support I had here from the start.
Thank you again. I am trying to walk these dark paths to come into the light.
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Your welcome Lost Soul! I’ve been there in that dark place many more times than I can count. You do not have to walk alone I’ll carry you if need be just reach out and let me take you in my arms. 🙂
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This is very creative. And, I hope you’re doing all fine. We are all here, always.
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I am okay dear. Thank you
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I’m sorry you are feeling this way but thank you for sharing this.
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Thank you for reading.
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This is beautiful, I hope things get better for you!
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Hey Erin thank you so much for your kind words.
I hope that too.
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